[cancer] A door opens, a door shuts

Oncology appointment this afternoon, to find out the results of last week’s scans and map the course of the next few months of my life. SteamCon was a marvelous distraction, but the Fear caught up with me again last night. It’s a lot less severe just now, but still real and deep. was marvelous, as is her wont.

Today I find out which doors open and which doors shut. Tomorrow I go (back) to Seattle for Day Jobbery. Wednesday I go to San Jose for World Fantasy. No matter what happens, I shall be busy. This must be a goodness.