[cancer] at 7 pm, a main hatchway caved in; he said fellas it’s been good to know ya

I work pretty damned hard at being strong and smart about all this cancer stuff, but sometimes the horror of it all overtakes me again, flashing by like an S-class Mercedes on the autobahn.

Then all I’ve got left in my hand is tears.

Oh, well. At least I was in the shower. And it proves I still have a heart.