[cancer] Hitting the wall

I think I’m finally hitting the wall I’ve been expecting since the end of September. Yesterday was a very difficult day from a chemo fatigue perspective. I barely made it through the Day Jobbe, and had absolutely no energy for writing productivity. We’ll see how today goes, but I’m afraid my writing mind may be signing off for the duration.

This makes me very sad.

3 thoughts on “[cancer] Hitting the wall

  1. Harald Striepe says:

    Based on personal experience, there are times you just need to let go… and not punish yourself for it.

    I always did try to maintain some discipline to maintain the spirit – brushing the teeth, shower, meals at exact time of the day (I had oral medicines that did not do well with an empty stomach, and maintaining weight also was an issue then – the only time in my life!), and walking around our deck 3x 3x a day (which would take me 3 minutes now, but 15 then).

    Some days that was pretty much IT except for dozing on the bed, dressed, bucket ready.

    Even reading was hard! All I could listen to was “brain dead” (new age) music. Rock, classical, video – all too much!

    But it is past, there is a tomorrow! And it puts EVERYTHING else into perspective today.

  2. Ruthie says:

    Hugs, (((Jay))).

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