Another chemo done. As expected, they’re getting tougher. The Vectibix rash is already firing up across my forehead, and intensifying on my chest and back where it never went away. I figure for my face to be a major disaster in another day or two. Likewise the emotional and cognitive effects are powerful right now. A lot of stress in the family, especially on
My fatigue and general single-thresdedness make it very hard for me to follow up on things. By the time I’m done with Day Jobbery — ie, making money to pay the mortgage and keeping myself in insurance coverage to pay the cancer — I am well and truly baked. I owe some signed books from weeks ago. I owe some ARCs out now. I need to close out the Kalimpura caption contest. I need to finish photodocumenting the lovely flood of bells and spoons I’ve received, so I can make a thank you post. I need, I need, I need. I doubt I’ll get any of that done today, immediately post-chemo, and I’ll be lucky to get one element done tomorrow, if my focus isn’t disrupted by the usual round of personal and family crisis that has dominated lately.
I will as always survive, but it’s rough, tough and slow.