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[personal] I feel like Bill Heck

And believe me, Bill Heck is a distinct improvement over William Hell.

I laid very low yesterday, and I took the heavy artillery to help me sleep long and hard last night. Today the pain knot in my chest is complaining, but as of late, that’s normal. I still feel an overwhelming fatigue. Most of the rest of yesterday’s somatic complainants have quieted down.

Clearly I have no resilience these days. Not sure if that’s the long-term new normal, or part of the surgical recovery arc. Given the continuing advance of my dozens of metastatic tumors, I tend to assume this is another permanent loss of functionality as I continue in my terminal decline.

At any rate, in relative terms, I do feel better. In absolute terms, meh.

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