Had my first cancer dream in a long time last night. Normally I’m a lucid dreamer, or at least pretty self-aware, but this was one of those dreams that felt real while I was inside it. I’d gone in for some tests (as I am in fact doing on May 14th and 15th), and they’d found a new cancer. My throat, I think, though that part of the dream is fuzzy now, in retrospect.
In my dream, I got out of the doctor’s office and called
By the time I woke up, I’d sorted out the fact that this wasn’t really happening to me, but it certainly speaks to my anxiety and trepidation at the upcoming screening. Which