If I were a theist, I would want to believe in a deity who was better than me.
A deity who showed me how to love what I want to hate.
A deity who showed me the good in others, rather than reflecting my own fears in the faces of others.
A deity who expected me to see the world around me rather than denying it.
A deity who was above my prejudices and dislikes, and lifted me above them as well.
A deity who trusted me rather than testing me.
If I were a theist.